wow i havent posted in a while

[njordsifusansoo]

well now what should i talk about? If you are wondering about Sarah, i am getting around to it. I talk to her after physics while she walks to her dorm/i walk to my car. I just haven't gotten my nerves up to ask for her number and it has not come up in conversation. I WILL ask before the school year is over though.
Since i am on people i like anyways, i might as well privy you people to some info about me anyways. For starters, i maintain a stereotype that all women are beautiful in some way or another (an expansions of another stereotype of mine that everybody has something admirable about them). Because of this stereotype, i often find myself attracted to most women of my age bracket. Come to think about it, i have had a crush on just about every available women that ive known at some time or another.
Now that i have brought up that point, i will now mention "The List". In my head i maintain a ranked list of the women i like. The lowest rank is that of women i can find attractive (most unavailable women reside here). The next rank is those who i am finding attractive (most women enter the list here). The next rank up is those that i find attractive and that i suspect have some interest in me. Unlike the previous ranks which are more of groupings, this rank gets put in order of most liked to least liked. Sarah is currently at the most liked position of the three who are in this category at the moment. Now the highest rank in my list is reserved for the woman that i choose to focus on above all others. While someone is in this position, i am devoted only to that woman (the rest of the list is forgotten). Now this position has only been filled once ever. Now i can spend an entire thread talking about what happened there, but lets just say i foolishly put the person in there before finding out how she felt about me (she only saw me as a friend). Because of that experience i have relabeled the position as girlfriend and it will only get filled when i get a girlfriend (before it was labeled as person i hope would be my girlfriend).
Now i can probably go on and mention stuff like where random girls are in the list (just in case they couldn't figure it out), but its time to leave for school.

Comments

[simpsoid.livejournal.com]

Damn you and your anti-climactic post!

[phallophilic.livejournal.com]

As a queermo, I can tell you that girlies dinna' like bein' put on lists, Mr. Jeremy.

[njordsifusansoo.livejournal.com]

well i have to put some order to things in my head else i would be the guy who has a different crush every week (silent old me use to have a different crush every week in high school till i came up with this list). I probaly should of mentioned that i keep the ordering rather vague and that it is easy to move around on the list.